I can't do it.

Today I realised..

I am not an actor.
I will never be an actor.
I cannot be an actor.

I donnot have the patience.
I donnot have the motivation.
I donnot have the stamina.
I donnot have the talent.
I donnot have the confidence.
I donnot have the money.

I donnot dare to dream anymore.....

I HATE you.
I hate you that did this to me.
That took away my soul.
You fucking destroyed me.
Why didn't you jst kill me?
At least then we'd both be happy.
You stupid fucking bitch I hope you rot slowly in Hell!

YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE ALIVE!

*To anyone who hasn't a clue what I'm talking about, just don't ask, it's a very long story and tonight I had to finally come to terms with alot of things, one of them being her and what she did to me, not nice things, things that don't bear talking about, things that people spend years in prison for, yet I stayed silent and let her win and now I suffer*

Self Injury Awareness Day Today!

LETS HELP STOP THIS SHIT!

ITS NOT MY FAULT.


It still infuriates me that people, society don't recognize self injury as a problem, its a fucking epidemic. People need to open their eyes and encourage harmers to GET HELP!
I CAN BEAT THIS
YOU CAN BEAT THIS
ALL IT TAKES IS MOTIVATION AND DEDICATION
LETS START TODAY!